Being back at school has been interesting to say the least. I’ve made new friends, and I’m working hard in my classes blah blah blah but there is something more pressing currently. How in the fuck am I supposed to deal with whatever it is I’m doing with this person… We are friends? no, I met him less than a week ago. We are hooking up? no, that has only happened once. We are nothing? Well, not exactly. Gosh the protocol for these sort of things escapes me completely. I’ve never had any dating experience or anything remotely like that and therefore the whole idea is foreign. I’m exhausted from thinking of all of these what-if scenarios that will most likely never even happen. Just for once it would be nice to have things happen at a normal pace, though I’m not sure if there is such a thing.
Like I’ve had your dick in my mouth are we friends or what.